Tuesday, October 29, 2013
11:09 PM
He is my Redeemer my Lord and my Saviour
I counted myself unimportance ever since young, whether due to my extreme
introvert characters or due to being the middle child, I grew up considering myself
the least in God's Kingdom too.
During my years of spiritually drifting away from God, the taste of darkness was so real in my life. The pain of dwelling in darkness was unbearable for me, as I were still pressing on for my faith in God even though I was living in darkness and in deep sense of unworthiness for Him.
Now that He has called me back to Him, I am back to my beloved heavenly Father, sanctified again by the precious blood of Christ. One thing I asked from the Lord, that He might fulfil my heart's desire for Him by drawing me nearer to Him and induce my heart to fall deeper and deeper in love with Him. One thing I know, I’ll rather carry the pain of being afflicted by Him to do His will, than to taste the pain resulting from drifting away from Him. So no more do me being allowed to stand on the line between the light and darkness. My God, please let Your light shine upon me; I'll stand for the mighty Name of my Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ and live a life worthy to His calling. He has called me into unity in the body of Christ, to be united with His people, to worship Him in spirit n in truth.
If God permits, let His will be done as it is in heaven. A spirit set free to worship, free from unrighteousness and sins. Here I am, oh Lord, I offer myself as a living sacrifice. Draw me so near to You, touch me and keeps the fire of Holy Spirit forever burning in me, it could be painful, but the pain that give birth to living springs.
During my years of spiritually drifting away from God, the taste of darkness was so real in my life. The pain of dwelling in darkness was unbearable for me, as I were still pressing on for my faith in God even though I was living in darkness and in deep sense of unworthiness for Him.
Now that He has called me back to Him, I am back to my beloved heavenly Father, sanctified again by the precious blood of Christ. One thing I asked from the Lord, that He might fulfil my heart's desire for Him by drawing me nearer to Him and induce my heart to fall deeper and deeper in love with Him. One thing I know, I’ll rather carry the pain of being afflicted by Him to do His will, than to taste the pain resulting from drifting away from Him. So no more do me being allowed to stand on the line between the light and darkness. My God, please let Your light shine upon me; I'll stand for the mighty Name of my Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ and live a life worthy to His calling. He has called me into unity in the body of Christ, to be united with His people, to worship Him in spirit n in truth.
If God permits, let His will be done as it is in heaven. A spirit set free to worship, free from unrighteousness and sins. Here I am, oh Lord, I offer myself as a living sacrifice. Draw me so near to You, touch me and keeps the fire of Holy Spirit forever burning in me, it could be painful, but the pain that give birth to living springs.
29th Oct 2013, 11:pm