祢是我的力量 ...
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离了祢我是什么?

Thursday, April 23, 2009
11:52 AM

我真的累了..

我真的累了..


我的咳嗽还是没见好转, 每次都要用尽全身的力量把哽在肺部的集痰咳出, 累极了! 而每天晚上我家那两只"猫头鹰"又爱拉我陪伴她们直至深夜, 我很疲倦但却没法早些上床休息. 以至我有些时候变得烦躁, 对她们失去耐性, 过后心里又内疚不已. 很想撇开她们好好休息, 但又想到她们好不易终于等到我下班回家, 不陪她们玩我又觉得自己好失责, 她们好可怜...
平时没病没痛的我就会奉陪她们到底...我最怕生病了. 体力有限又没法好好休息, 我觉得是最痛苦的事. 健康真的是财富啊!

请病假在家休息, 我就得把自己反锁在房里, 不让孩子们知道我其实在家, 要不我又不能真正地好好休养...

希望自己快快康复, 恢复体力, 才能在工作之余陪孩子们...她们都是很敏感性的孩子, 我对她们显得烦躁时, 她们很快就会察觉到. 啊..我不想再受内疚感的折磨了!

我若展开清晨的翅膀飞到地极...

    就在那里
    祢的双手也必引导我
    我可以往那里去躲避祢的灵?
    我可以往那里去逃可躲避祢的面?

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