Attended the bible study by Global Harvest Network on 20 Jun 14.

Rev Jeff and Cindy prayed for me.
Words were released through them.

The Lord said: anointing of wisdom and revelation.  It will not be a straight path, but I will reveal to you as you move forward to the direction of your destiny. It's like you are hoping on, here and there, you got to be accurate . I will lead you.

Sister Cindy released words of knowledge and wisdom. 
"Forgive yourself. You have not miss your destiny God intended.  God is greater than your any mistake. God is more than right. He will lead you to fulfill your destiny. "

I received the words in faith.

"Now it's the season you prove your faithfulness to where and what I have placed you right now. In your daily step by step practical walk with me, show me that you are faithful,  My child! It doesn't matter you are only in chapter 1 or even only at the 1st few sentences of the first chapter.  I will not move you on until you prove your faithfulness at chapter 1. Prove to Me,  otherwise,  I will not move you on, as I know and have prepared the best for you.  I will not move you as you couldnt contain the things at next chapter yet. Be stilled , quiet and wait upon me, proved your faithfulness! "

The Lord said.

My heart is melting like wax, but You are my Abba!

Save me and I will be saved.
Heal me and I will be healed.
Create in me a pure heart, let me be glad and rejoices only and solely in You. Though the enemy is attacking,  but I will stilled and quieted my soul before You.

16 Jun 14, I was down, really emotionally down by my own perception.

Then my Abba spoke to me, He said He is my Abba. My decision to follow Him or to follow my own perception determined His release of His power in me. So I made a decision,  the decision is for a life time, to follow Him regardless of anything.

I'm empty, handicapped,  total zero. But I only have my Abba...

17 Jun 14. Morning woke up with memory of a vivid dream. A man from Colombia walked into my house,  took drug in my house. Then another man entered after him. Followed by a group of men n women with same group.  I was struggling in the dream whether to tell them about Jesus and at risk of being slaughter by them, or keep silent.  Suddenly one of the woman went into bedroom and snatched a baby or a child, she claimed to be her child, but I forced on her to take back the child and rebuke her in Jesus' name. The looks of them were vivid but I couldn't really recognise them if I really meet them or again in a dream.

诗篇 19:1-14 RCUVSS

诸天述说上帝的荣耀， 穹苍传扬他手的作为。 这日到那日发出言语， 这夜到那夜传出知识。 无言无语， 也无声音可听。 它们的声浪 传遍天下， 它们的言语传到地极。 上帝在其中为太阳安设帐幕， 太阳如同新郎步出洞房， 又如勇士欢然奔路。 它从天这边出来，绕到天那边， 没有一物可隐藏得不到它的热气。 耶和华的律法全备，使人苏醒； 耶和华的法度确定，使愚蒙人有智慧。 耶和华的训词正直，使人心快活； 耶和华的命令清洁，使人眼目明亮。 耶和华的典章真实，全然公义， 敬畏耶和华是纯洁的，存到永远， 比金子可羡慕，比极多的纯金可羡慕； 比蜜甘甜，比蜂房下滴的蜜甘甜。 因此你的仆人受警戒， 遵守这些有极大的赏赐。 谁能察觉自己的错失呢？ 求你赦免我隐藏的过犯。 求你拦阻仆人不犯任意妄为的罪， 不容这罪辖制我， 我就完全，免犯大罪。 耶和华－我的磐石，我的救赎主啊， 愿我口中的言语，心里的意念在你面前蒙悦纳。

My dream of open heaven with purple and white sky.

Walking on up slope road, breathless and couldn't catch up with those ahead of me.

Abba Father, my spirit shout with joy in You!

Thy Holy Spirit testified with my spirit that a great revival is here.

Great and mighty God, Your name is to be exalted.  I praise You for who You are, awesome Father God!!!

Luke 1:46-55 NIV

And Mary said: "My soul glorifies the Lord   and my spirit rejoices in God my Savior,   for he has been mindful of the humble state of his servant. From now on all generations will call me blessed,   for the Mighty One has done great things for me— holy is his name.   His mercy extends to those who fear him, from generation to generation.   He has performed mighty deeds with his arm; he has scattered those who are proud in their inmost thoughts.   He has brought down rulers from their thrones but has lifted up the humble.   He has filled the hungry with good things but has sent the rich away empty.   He has helped his servant Israel, remembering to be merciful   to Abraham and his descendants forever, just as he promised our ancestors."

Praise the Lord in the time of migraine! Praise Him for His unfailing love and everlasting faithfulness.  Praise the Lord,  O my soul!

Praise Him, for He is good and He is my God and Redeemer!  He is the One and only One I serve. Let Him work through me to fulfill His good will.

Psalm 103:1-22 NIV

Praise the Lord , my soul; all my inmost being, praise his holy name. Praise the Lord , my soul, and forget not all his benefits— who forgives all your sins and heals all your diseases, who redeems your life from the pit and crowns you with love and compassion, who satisfies your desires with good things so that your youth is renewed like the eagle's. The Lord works righteousness and justice for all the oppressed. He made known his ways to Moses, his deeds to the people of Israel: The Lord is compassionate and gracious, slow to anger, abounding in love. He will not always accuse, nor will he harbor his anger forever; he does not treat us as our sins deserve or repay us according to our iniquities. For as high as the heavens are above the earth, so great is his love for those who fear him; as far as the east is from the west, so far has he removed our transgressions from us. As a father has compassion on his children, so the Lord has compassion on those who fear him; for he knows how we are formed, he remembers that we are dust. The life of mortals is like grass, they flourish like a flower of the field; the wind blows over it and it is gone, and its place remembers it no more. But from everlasting to everlasting the Lord 's love is with those who fear him, and his righteousness with their children's children— with those who keep his covenant and remember to obey his precepts. The Lord has established his throne in heaven, and his kingdom rules over all. Praise the Lord , you his angels, you mighty ones who do his bidding, who obey his word. Praise the Lord , all his heavenly hosts, you his servants who do his will. Praise the Lord , all his works everywhere in his dominion. Praise the Lord , my soul.

Take the risk and go into a full of adventures journey with the Lord! 
I am never alone, who say I'm ?
My companion is with me and I walk and live in line with Him. Yoho! !! :)