Tuesday, June 17, 2014
2:42 PM

16 Jun 14, I was down, really emotionally down by my own perception.

Then my Abba spoke to me, He said He is my Abba. My decision to follow Him or to follow my own perception determined His release of His power in me. So I made a decision,  the decision is for a life time, to follow Him regardless of anything.

I'm empty, handicapped,  total zero. But I only have my Abba...

17 Jun 14. Morning woke up with memory of a vivid dream. A man from Colombia walked into my house,  took drug in my house. Then another man entered after him. Followed by a group of men n women with same group.  I was struggling in the dream whether to tell them about Jesus and at risk of being slaughter by them, or keep silent.  Suddenly one of the woman went into bedroom and snatched a baby or a child, she claimed to be her child, but I forced on her to take back the child and rebuke her in Jesus' name. The looks of them were vivid but I couldn't really recognise them if I really meet them or again in a dream.