Monday, January 12, 2015
5:36 PM

I was caught up by a posting in social medial abt the mid career switch to Social Worker. Successful candidates will be subsidied and sponsored for degree program. Once again, this attracted my attention and the desire to get myself qualify once again being stir up in me. Do I get myself qualify with a degree as I wanted to since years ago when I tried with MOE but failed? Being a social worker open ways for me to get more involve with the society? Through this open ways, I can spread gospel more effectively? My intention is produce out of my own desire or is it from God? Confused, disturbed and desire to grab hold of that opportunity yet fear of failure like I had failed years ago...?

Zechariah 4:6 NKJV

So he answered and said to me: "This is the word of the Lord to Zerubbabel: 'Not by might nor by power, but by My Spirit,' Says the Lord of hosts.

"Not by human intelligence, not by intellectual, but by My power

Be train spiritually, not by human methods and the world system. Stand by Me, sit beside Me. Wait upon Me. Surrender your desires to Me.
By the power of the Holy Spirit, I make you great. You shall tell yourself to be humble and obedient all the time. Hear My voice, listen to my instructions. The attraction and desire is strong, but you wait upon Me. Surrender all to Me, I am your God, the Lord!"