Friday, July 10, 2015
10:19 AM

The Lord said it's not about what I can do for Him, it's about what He is going to do in me. He wants to work on my relationship with people, the part that I always struggling with, even until today.

Many times I dreamt of nakedness in public places, in the dream I was very embarrassed and tried many ways to cover myself. Initially I thought could it be my lust and carnal thought causing me to have these dreams.

After listening to John Paul Jackson interpretation of dreams, I received revelation that God wants to work on my relationship with people - trusting in Him to bring fruitful, fulfilling, joyful and trusting relationship with people of God. I am still scare to reveal myself too much, I would rather be quiet at a corner, I am uncomfortable to get attention from people. That probably has to do with my childhood, I was timid and always hiding from people when I was a child. Bad in speech and poor in expressing myself. Slow in academic learning. Always think others are more important than me and as far as I can, tried my very best not to be of any burden to anyone. Self sufficient, self help and self motivating were my way of surviving.

God has been working on my relationship with Him, His Son and His Holy Spirit. Now is the time He is going to work on my relationship with people to prepare me for His purposes.

I am excited about it. God's ways are most adventure and fascinating!