Psa.63.1-11.nkjv
O God, You are my God; Early will I seek You; My soul thirsts for You; My flesh longs for You In a dry and thirsty land Where there is no water. So I have looked for You in the sanctuary, To see Your power and Your glory. Because Your lovingkindness is better than life, My lips shall praise You. Thus I will bless You while I live; I will lift up my hands in Your name. My soul shall be satisfied as with marrow and fatness, And my mouth shall praise You with joyful lips. When I remember You on my bed, I meditate on You in the night watches. Because You have been my help, Therefore in the shadow of Your wings I will rejoice. My soul follows close behind You; Your right hand upholds me. But those who seek my life, to destroy it, Shall go into the lower parts of the earth. They shall fall by the sword; They shall be a portion for jackals. But the king shall rejoice in God; Everyone who swears by Him shall glory; But the mouth of those who speak lies shall be stopped.

Psa.63.1-11.nlt
O God, you are my God; I earnestly search for you. My soul thirsts for you; my whole body longs for you in this parched and weary land where there is no water. I have seen you in your sanctuary and gazed upon your power and glory. Your unfailing love is better than life itself; how I praise you! I will praise you as long as I live, lifting up my hands to you in prayer. You satisfy me more than the richest feast. I will praise you with songs of joy. I lie awake thinking of you, meditating on you through the night. Because you are my helper, I sing for joy in the shadow of your wings. I cling to you; your strong right hand holds me securely. But those plotting to destroy me will come to ruin. They will go down into the depths of the earth. They will die by the sword and become the food of jackals. But the king will rejoice in God. All who swear to tell the truth will praise him, while liars will be silenced.

Psa.63.1-11.asv
O God, thou art my God; earnestly will I seek thee: My soul thirsteth for thee, my flesh longeth for thee, In a dry and weary land, where no water is. So have I looked upon thee in the sanctuary, To see thy power and thy glory. Because thy lovingkindness is better than life, My lips shall praise thee. So will I bless thee while I live: I will lift up my hands in thy name. My soul shall be satisfied as with marrow and fatness; And my mouth shall praise thee with joyful lips; When I remember thee upon my bed, And meditate on thee in the night-watches. For thou hast been my help, And in the shadow of thy wings will I rejoice. My soul followeth hard after thee: Thy right hand upholdeth me. But those that seek my soul, to destroy it, Shall go into the lower parts of the earth. They shall be given over to the power of the sword: They shall be a portion for foxes. But the king shall rejoice in God: Every one that sweareth by him shall glory; For the mouth of them that speak lies shall be stopped.

I saw myself dressed in purple robe, Lord Jesus was standing with me, He was in white linen with purple robe. We were in the garden, sparkling beautiful purple colour butterflies flapping their wings.

I was filling in the numbers 6311
I awake with this message in my spirit - men intelligence cannot established God's work. The work of hands of men are established by God. God's work can only be done by His Holy Spirit.

Chapter 63 Verses 11?
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We are called into these ministries:
1) Restoring people's relationship with God
2) Restoring people's relationship with one another
3) Reversing the curse of work
4) Restoring economic order

Diane, remember last night, i told Victor that I kept seeing the word Rehoboth found in Gen 26:22, it means spaciousness- the well dug by Isaac. Initially, when he dug wells, ppl would quarrel with his men n claimed the wells. But not for this one. Prophetically, I feel that your dream speaks about the 'spaciousness'of reaching out to your community. The new cell is also going to meet at your home. Salvation is very near to your family n extended family. Thank God for preparing u in advance. No one will steal this from u as u take a step of faith to open up to cell.

Expressing my love to Father God and my Savior Jesus.

I asked Him what can I call Him, a name that I can call Him that best express my relationship and sentiment for Him.
He said " I am your Lover."
I told Him He is my lover. :)

Then He lower His body with one knee on the ground as He is huge and I am always a little child, so tiny in His presence. Then He hugged me into His bosom. I put my cheek on one side of His strong and firm shoulder and my arms go around Him.

James Goll said dream is about God revealing to us about us. Vision is His revelation of Himself. More visions and dreams, Lord I ask!

I am a child of God, I am a king, searching and finding the mysterious of the King!
I am God's love!  Oh wow!!!

In the dream, husband parked his car at road side, he disappeared and I had no idea where he was. I was waiting inside the car and then I was out and standing beside the car when I saw this accident on the opposite side of the road. A long working truck with crane on it was moving without a driver, 2 workers were working on the behind of the truck.  the first time when it lost control and moved, a passby man caught hold of the truck. The 2nd time when it lost control and moved again, the man couldn't catch hold of it anymore. As the truck moved forward, the crane on it begin to "stretched". When I saw what had happened, I was worried that the crane may hit our car, so I looked and called out to my husband. He appeared neatly dressed up in his office shirt and tie. He was dressing up for an interview. He did not panic about the crane but instead he said he had to be quick as he did not want to be late for the interview. When I tried to get into the passager seat of the car, the seat was so occupied with things such as his office shirts handing around and bags of things. I started to complain that too many stuffs in the cars had get in my way.

Dream ended.

2nd dream.

I was looking for a toilet again. I came to one which was located at the public area, the toilet had 2 doors to join together when closed. I went in and tried to close the doors by joining them, then I realised that the doors could be see through from outside and inside. Everyone outside can see me if I were to pull down my pant and urine.

psa.89.33-37.nkjv Nevertheless My lovingkindness I will not utterly take from him, Nor allow My faithfulness to fail. My covenant I will not break, Nor alter the word that has gone out of My lips. Once I have sworn by My holiness; I will not lie to David: His seed shall endure forever, And his throne as the sun before Me; It shall be established forever like the moon, Even like the faithful witness in the sky." Selah

The Lord gave me assurance and clarity this morning. After I seek Him for whether staying or leaving YWAM. As I had a dream day before, in the dream a voice asked me "now that you feeling dry and unfulfilling doing the job at YWAM, do you still think it is God's will for you to stay on?"
I was confused after the dream.

Months or weeks ago, When I seek the Lord for whether to take up the temp accounts role with YWAM, the Lord gave me 2 words - relationship and resources. I have been keeping focus and pondering on the 2 words.

This morning, I feel a sense of clarity and determination. I choose faithfulness. The Lord spoke to me:

"What I began I will bring to completion.
I desire obedience not sacrifice.
Be faithful to little I gave you, I will show you greater things.
God will not contradict to what He has done and spoken at the beginning. Discern the source and test the spirit.
Be alert. Do not move out of the sphere until you hear clear direction from the Holy Spirit. The enemy is attempting to steal. Be on guard, do not make decision without first seeking My counsel or do not be direct by your soul. Listen to My Spirit. Be obedience."

1st dream:
In the dream, the impression was a disaster was coming. All buildings were going to collapse and the land destroyed. I was running away from the plague, I was deciding which way to run, to the east or to the west. My grandma (alrdy passed on) was at one side and I was runninh to the opposite site. I wanted to bring her to my side before the disaster arrived.

No feeling of fear but a sense of urgency.

2nd dream:
I was observer.
A family consists of adults, older children and 1 young children.
However, they were not family in biological, but they were a family doing all kinds of sport activities together. Even the youngest child was independent and capable of the activities.

Feeling of curiosity when observing the family.

3rd dream:

I was having my lunch.
Eating half way, spouse asked me to cook instant noodle.
I started cooking and in the dream my impression was I was so satisfied that the noodle was cooked very nicely. Strange part was I placed about 2 or 3 thick towels on the cooking noodle. The noodle turned out to be nicely and neatly cooked. I removed the towels and placed on a towel as the cooked towels can be eaten. And serve the noodle in a bowl.

Sense of satisfaction to produce nice noodle.

In the dream, I was ministering to two older children. After I finished spoken to one of them, she hugged me with love.

James Goll wrote in his book "Dream Language" to pray "here I am Lord, I am ready to receive."

20-21 Aug 2015 dream

Many things happening in the dream, I was at YWAM office, the office was different from that in reality.

I was at the security of YWAM office (in a building), security picked up my bag and a laptop bag, I claimed back my bag, but I told the security the laptop did not belong to me.

I was first to reach the office and as I was not given any tasks, I drew on the curtain that hanged at the window, but after that I was worry that when other staff came in, they may reprimand me for  doing that.

I was talking to 1 of the leaders in YWAM, but he didn't respond to me. Then I realised that he was too tired and actually he dozing off when I was talking to him. Then I did some writing on a paper which was placed on top of his file and he stopped me. I apologised and turned away from him.

I heard a question being asked in my dream, a question came to me but by no one visible.

"Now that what you are doing at YWAM are dry and non-fulfilling,  do you still think it is God's will for you to be at YWAM?"

Prayed for clarity, understanding and revelation.

Michal Ann Goll wrote:

God gives us dreams for His own purposes. One of His main purposes is to draw us to Himself. I believe that one reason God does not always immediately grant interpretation to our dreams is because He is more interested in pursuing a love relationship with us than He is in our getting the right information. Having an unanswered question or an unsolved riddle often will drive us to pursue God in a greater way than if we had all of the answers. God loves to give us mysteries; He loves to give us questions that He does not seem to answer. That unknown factor stirs a hunger in us to draw closer. It is God's way of saying, "Come a little closer. Come a little closer, and ask Me again."

I wrote:

I may not know the answers to everything, but
I know a God who is and has the answers to all things!
Pursuing Him is greater joy than pursuing things that have been concealed by Him.

In the dream neighbour D was with me. He asked me the first question: what is peace? I answered: Peace is God's presence.

He asked second question: how are you? Are you growing?
I answered: in the past I grow slow because my heart was stubborn. The stubbornness in my heart had hindered my spiritual growth. Now I grow fast because God has removed that stubbornness from me.

Then my hubby brought a stack of blankets to us. Among the colourful blankets, he pulled out one silver white one and asked neighbour D a qn which I couldn't recall.

After sitting in the service of Ps Yang preaching on attribute of God - longsuffering, I went home, couldn't pray couldn't say a word to Him but weep & weep until my eyes swollen.

Revelation of longsuffering of my Papa God, unspeakable, couldn't express in words. Make me more hunger & thirsty for Him, deep deep in Him is my desire.

Exodus 34:6

2 biblical example
Define longsuffering
Models in bible
How to develop in our life?

2 examples:
1) 2 Chronicles 33:10-13
King Manasseh
2) 1 Peter 3:20
A limit to Divine patience

Longsuffering must go with kindness

Love suffers long and is kind

Paul - longsuffering
Moses is meek
David - humility
Jeremiah - mourning & weeping
Jesus - all qualities

Proverbs 25:15

2 Peter 3:9

How to produce longsuffering

1) develop by contrast.
Through long and ugly trials

2) understand how different we all are.
Bear with each other

3) Remember how longsuffering God has been towards you.

4) understand people at diff level maturity

5) Remember the golden rule
Do to others what you want to be treated
Matthew 7:12

Choose to be better, not bitter

In the dream, my aunt May was with me, she witnessed everything. We witnessed a man flying and landed on the ground to unite with his family.

Then I started to rise up and fly. When I wanted to land, a storm came upon me and I was being driven by the wind to Somersault in the air. when I finally landed on the ground, in a position of face down on the ground and kneel with face down to wait for the coming of the Lord. While I was expecting and waiting the presence of the Lord to come, a bug (liked a lady bird) came by and stop before my face while I remained face down on the ground, the bug opened its mouth and spoke to me a word of knowledge, revealing to me the marriage status of a particular woman who will be coming to talk with me later.

After the revelation, I stood up and a lady came to me, spoke to me and hand over to me to speak to a group of students. I was rather shocked as I didn't expect to be speaking to the group.

I have this same dream many times spread over years. On 7 Aug 2015 I had this dream again.

In the dream, I have extended space with many rooms from my house, it was a hidden space, rarely access by me and my family. I felt excited and mystery whenever I access the space in the dream. I needed to pass through a narrow dark path to access the space and the rooms. There was a back door in the extended space, beside the main door in the usual living room. In this dream, I was checking whether the back door was properly locked as it could be access by outsiders if it is not locked. And it seems that our family always neglected that space and never pay attention whether the door is properly closed and locked.

After seeking the Lord for interpretation, I prayed for the doors of the hearts of my family members to be closed from the enemies and be opened only to God. I will be the door keeper, guarding their hearts against the enemies, this can only be done through prayers & intercession.

Today, I read this Scriptures:

psa.80.8-11.nkjv
You have brought a vine out of Egypt; You have cast out the nations, and planted it. You prepared room for it, And caused it to take deep root, And it filled the land. The hills were covered with its shadow, And the mighty cedars with its boughs. She sent out her boughs to the Sea, And her branches to the River.

psa.80.8-11.nlt
You brought us from Egypt like a grapevine; you drove away the pagan nations and transplanted us into your land. You cleared the ground for us, and we took root and filled the land. Our shade covered the mountains; our branches covered the mighty cedars. We spread our branches west to the Mediterranean Sea; our shoots spread east to the Euphrates River.

psa.80.8-11.niv
You transplanted a vine from Egypt; you drove out the nations and planted it. You cleared the ground for it, and it took root and filled the land. The mountains were covered with its shade, the mighty cedars with its branches. Its branches reached as far as the Sea,  its shoots as far as the River.

psa.80.8-11.CUNPSS-
上帝 你从 埃及 挪出一棵葡萄树， 赶出外邦人，把这树栽上。你在这树根前预备了地方 ， 它就深深扎根，爬满了地。  它的影子遮满了山， 枝子好像佳美的香柏树。  它发出枝子，长到大海， 发出蔓子，延到大河。

9 Aug 2015

In the dream, I saw a tiger in the classroom, running & under the table.
I was outside the classroom, looking thru  the window into the classroom.

My feeling was slightly afraid of the Tiger,  fear that it may ran out of the classroom or it may see me. I did not really see the whole tiger but was like manage to see the tail, part of its body, did not see its head.

The tiger was not hurting anyone in the classroom though there were people inside.

Praying for interpretation from God.

In real life I have never been to Japan.

In the dream, I was at Japan undeveloped rural area, with trees & grasses.

The people were courtesy nice but they were empty internally. Even nicely tell a lie when answering a query, in a courtesy way, not really bother abt the concern of the one asking. The people need souls awaking to seek and desire for God.

In the dream, we were going to a refreshing water fall to get drinking water, there was a nice hot spring water fall.

After awaken from the dream, I prayed for Japan as the Holy Spirit led me.

Resources
Relationship

The two words the Lord showed me re my works at YWAM.

3 Aug first day at YWAM
4 Aug second day. Works weren't fulfilling & I was rather disheartened.

So I asked to rest on Wed 5 Aug since nothing much for me to work on. I wanted to ponder and think about the decision.

The Lord said go easy My child.
I believe He is not revealing to me much concerning this as might not be good for me. But I sensed that He is telling me to hang on there.

My purpose & objective is to find out what God intended for me to do on earth, I desire to experience fulfilment and joy of doing what He has for me, which I think I have not attain it yet. He is my Lord, I want to serve Him as a servant.

He is also my Abba Father and Jesus is my friend and my brother.

http://bible.com/114/exo.33.18-19.nkjv And he said, "Please, show me Your glory." Then He said, "I will make all My goodness pass before you, and I will proclaim the name of the Lord before you. I will be gracious to whom I will be gracious, and I will have compassion on whom I will have compassion."

http://bible.com/114/exo.34.6-8.nkjv And the Lord passed before him and proclaimed, "The Lord , the Lord  God, merciful and gracious, longsuffering, and abounding in goodness and truth, keeping mercy for thousands, forgiving iniquity and transgression and sin, by no means clearing the  guilty, visiting the iniquity of the fathers upon the children and the children's children to the third and the fourth generation." So Moses made haste and bowed his head toward the earth, and worshiped.

http://bible.com/114/rom.9.15-16.nkjv For He says to Moses, "I will have mercy on whomever I will have mercy, and I will have compassion on whomever I will have compassion." So then it  is not of him who wills, nor of him who runs, but of God who shows mercy.

Mercy is not getting what you deserve.

http://bible.com/114/heb.2.17-18.nkjv Therefore, in all things He had to be made like His brethren, that He might be a merciful and faithful High Priest in things pertaining to God, to make propitiation for the sins of the people. For in that He Himself has suffered, being tempted, He is able to aid those who are tempted.

Ask God for mercy.