Monday, September 21, 2015
10:32 AM

Grandma at a stall.
A fence between her and me.

I bought food from a stall but the stall owner had meat for me but ran out of rice. The stall owner called his assistant ( a lady) to bring me to another stall to get rice for free. She brought me to my grandma's food stall. Grandma saw me, she wasn't very surprised and asked me why did I need rice, after I told her I need rice to go with the black sauce meat, she handled to us a big scoop of rice. There was a fence window between us and her. I asked the assistant why did she get rice from grandma, she replied because grandma was limping.
I was very angry that I told the assistant that she shouldnt take advantage of my grandma's defect (limping).
After that I was very burden for my grandma and wanted to go back to the stall to look for her, however, seem not possible. Impression was I wanted to request my cell to pray for grandma but seems helpless...

Grandma was a widow and she was limping ever since she was a child.
I feel that God is speaking to me of His justice. Do justly.

God will provide for the poor, supply for the needy and bring justice to those who are being bullied.

I also recalled that Jacob was limping after he wrestled with the angel of God.
In real life, my grandma was limping and she was a widow at a very early age. It was a miracle that she was able to provide for her eight children though life was hard and toil for her. But I never forget that grandma was generous to those who were poor too. My compassion for the less privilege came from witnessing what she and her children did to those who were poor, old n weak. Since childhood, I was always sensitive to the elderly and the weak.

I believe God is saying that He provide abundantly for those who are poor and His heart is with those who are despise due to defect, disability. However, limping also mean broken down of self or put off our "old man". Jacob was different after he wrestled with the angel. Though physically he became limp but spiritually he was promoted. God does not look at appearance like men do, He sees our heart and our spiritual being.

Symbolic key:

Eating: partake: participate; experience; out-working; covenant; agreement; friendship; devour; consume.

Solid food (meat): work of God
Fat: excess; abundance

Jesus saith unto them, My meat is to do the will of Him that sent Me, and to finish His work. John 4:34
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Fence: boundaries: barrier; obstacles; religious traditions; doctrines; inhibitions.
Genesis 11:6
Jeremiah 15:20

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Grandmother: past: spiritual inheritance  (good or bad). Self-examination for inherited traits, faults or sins.

Traits: work very hard, strive hard, perseverance, never give up, though she complained hardship but she press on.  Self-reliance. Idolatry. Cursing.

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Interpretation of dream:
Meat: do the work of God
Grandma gave a big scoop of Rice: abundance; good inheritance

God will provide for me when I do His work! Just as He had provided for my grandma when she showed compassion to those who were poor, when her financial got better at later part of her life.