Wednesday, February 17, 2016
8:32 PM
Diary record
16 Feb 2016 was my 2nd session of deliverance by freedom ministry.
As the minister was praying for me, one question that the Lord revealed to me that it was in my heart. I wasn't aware of this question.
I asked the Lord:" Show me if you were there with me all this while?"
I asked the Lord to show me in the way that He always speak to me, that He was there with me in ALL the situations I had been through, including before I was formed in womb, when I was being formed in my mother's womb, when I was borned and my life journey after birth until now. In my most darkest moments of my life, when I was struggling and living in sins, my most lonely times, my most grievance times, times when I was bullied in school, when I was mocked by teacher and classmates, when I was slapped by my teacher, my most happiest times, etc.
Happiest moment:
My grandma picked flower for me from the wild field when we detoured to hide from the "地牛".
Packet nasi lemak after school for my grandma and aunt and ate with them.
Saddiest moment:
Grandma did not remember me before she passed on. The days spent with her before she died.