Thursday, July 21, 2016
5:46 PM

I feel that God is giving us a glimpse of what heaven is like and what revival is like.
Here are some of my personal experiences.

There is no sin and no unresolved issues permitted in the presence of God.
One night I had some spiritual sharing with a sister. The sharing ended with an argument. I guess that night we couldn't sleep well. The Holy Spirit convicted our hearts and the next day we sensed the prompting of the Spirit to resolve it. We hugged each other, apologize to each other and said "I love you". We did not take long to reconcile with each other as the presence of God in BCW and in our hearts is so rich.

A few of us gathered in the garden. We decided to be crazy and act or dance foolish for the Lord. Whatever the Holy Spirit said to do.
We sat at the benches. One sister said the Lord told her to run and she did.
Then I saw in vision myself kneeling in the field and the rest laid hands on me. But "Lord, this is embrassing.." I said. Then He said "shout!"
So I lifted up my head and placed my hands on each side of my mouth and I shouted loud and clear into the sky. Then I broke down crying. The ladies laid their hands on me. One of the sisters shared that she saw the barrier was broken.
After that I lied down on the field. Sis Esther came to pray over me and I broke down in tears again. Then she prophetically held my hand to raise me up to stand on my feet and she said "Tabitha be resurrected!" I received healing.
In the night session of Bible reading when it was my turn I read the verses on Peter raised Tabitha from her death. This is so prophetic! I am Tabitha, meaning Dorcas. I have a new name, given by the Lord. I am resurrected by the grace and mercy of God. I am now completely relying on the resurrection power of Jesus Christ. No more relying on works and no need striving but I rest in His perfect love! The cross is completed work of God. Jesus is enough for me. His grace is sufficient for me!

After I came back to Singapore, I went for a personal ministry by Ps Janet. During the ministering, she prophesied that in me is Dorcas, she is the bride of Jesus and the resurrection power of the Lord is upon me. This is awesome! Praise the Lord!

One morning I was with the Lord in the garden.
I spoke love to Him and I prophetically walked round the garden where the fountain is. I saw the Lord's feet walking with me. I told Him continously that I will walk His way and He will walk with me. Then I heard Him echo back His love to me. And I said "Lord create in me a clean heart, O God, And renew a steadfast spirit within me. Psalms 51:10 NKJV I want a pure heart for You!"
The Lord said to me:"you are resurrected, you are a baby now. Learn to cry to your parent, learn to flip over, learn to crawl. Return to the basic to the beginning to the first love. Learn to rely on Me like a baby like a child. Fix your eyes on Me."

Through the inner healing ministering by bro Francis and sister Esther, I received the revelation of a simple heart. A simple heart simply walking with God. We must return to the first love. Walk with Him everyday, read His words and meditate everyday, live out the words, obeys His words and surrender to the Holy Spirit. Pursue the fruit of the Holy Spirit, not the gifts not the ministries. Gifts and ministries are God's business not my business. My business is I am involve in a business that is not mine but God's. I am a servant, I just do what He told me to do, what He did not ask me to do i dont do. I just follow what the bible said, the rest are God's business not mine. As simple as that.
Whatever the bible said, follow. Do not mix the Holy Spirit guidance with my ways or men's ways. Merely follow what the bible said. Unload all baggages to the Lord.

Through Sis Geraldine counselling, I received revelation of a simple Christian with a simple heart for God. That's all.

Through Sis Esther ministering, I saw a heart wholly for Papa God.  Freely she receives freely she gives. Everyday she receives from the Lord and she declares what the Lord said with great courageous.

They all have one common: they love God and love people. They are willing to be bended in whatever way by God. They simply walk with the Lord. Doing what He said to do. They are faithful to do God's business. That's all! Awesome!

"Lord, my heart is broken. Heal me for only You can heal. Holy Spirit speaks for only You can speak. Everything in me, spirit of anger, bitterness, unforgiveness, self pity, self righteousness, pride, low self - esteem,  lost of identity, ungodly fear, fear of men, fear of failure, fear of not doing enough, fear of not good enough, fear of not doing enough good deeds, fear of falling behind, fear of being isolated and neglected by others, lack of security, self-hatred, confusion, complication, idolatry, sexual immorality, self-pleasing and men-pleasing, self exibition, self-exaltation, disrespect to God, to parents and to authorities given by God, adultery, fornication, uncleanness, lewdness, idolatry, sorcery, hatred, contentions, jealousies, outbursts of wrath, selfish ambitions, dissensions, heresies, envy, murders, drunkenness, revelries. Those who practice such things will not inherit the kingdom of God. So all of these I surrender them all to you, Lord. I do not want them to be in me anymore. The Lord rebukes you!
Father, I need You. My heart is broken. Create in me a clean heart and renew a steadfast spirit within me. I desire a pure heart from You and only You can give it to me. Your words said that blessed are the pure in heart for they shall see God. I desire to see You, Lord! For only You alone can satisfy my soul. Nothing can compare to You. Father, I need You. I give You my heart and my life. I surrender to You. I ask for Your Holy Spirit to live in me for now and forever more. I desire the fruit of the Holy Spirit, which is love, joy, peace, longsuffering, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, self-control. Against such there is no law. And those who  are Christ's have crucified the flesh with its passions and desires. If we live in the Spirit, let us also walk in the Spirit. Let us not become conceited, provoking one another, envying one another.
Galatians 5:22‭-‬26 NKJV

Father, help me to walk in the Spirit, and not fulfill the lust of the flesh. For the flesh lusts against the Spirit, and the Spirit against the flesh; and these are contrary to one another, so that I do not do the things that I wish. But if I am led by the Spirit, I am not under the law.

(I say then: Walk in the Spirit, and you shall not fulfill the lust of the flesh. For the flesh lusts against the Spirit, and the Spirit against the flesh; and these are contrary to one another, so that you do not do the things that you wish. But if you are led by the Spirit, you are not under the law. Now the works of the flesh are evident, which are: adultery, fornication, uncleanness, lewdness, idolatry, sorcery, hatred, contentions, jealousies, outbursts of wrath, selfish ambitions, dissensions, heresies, envy, murders, drunkenness, revelries, and the like; of which I tell you beforehand, just as I also told you in time past, that those who practice such things will not inherit the kingdom of God.
Galatians 5:16‭-‬21 NKJV)

I cancelled my France trip because Monique changed her mind and said she was not able to host me.Was very emotionally affected and shocked on the day (on Sat, 2 days before we leaving BCW) I received her email. However, I was very blessed and comforted by sis Sok Keng, sis Sharon who came over to my room to pray for me. So blessed to hv sis Esther and the rest prayed for me at café and bro Francis prayed for me at one of the site visit. Very comforted by sis Geraldine who came to my room to counsel me and prayed with me. My roommate Amy reminded me not to let the enemy steal my joy..I felt so much better when in the coach on the way back to BCW. Had a long quiet conversation with the Lord while in the coach. After back to BCW, called Emirates and got the flight changed at only 25 pound. Praise the Lord!
Reached SG on 28 Jun night, while having dinner with family, received email from Ryanair airline apologise for cancellation of flight. Initially I thought the airline service so good sent me email for regret that I didn't board the plane (I was still in my dreamland). Haha...Then I think twice again and after I was more awake, I realised that the flight to France was actually cancelled! The email said I can request for full refund of the airticket costs. God is amazing! The airline also attached a letter so that I can claim insurance for lost due to flight cancelled. The email was sent on 27 Jun 945pm. I had no WiFi so I only read the email when I was back to SG on 28 Jun. God knows that the flight will be cancelled,  He stopped me from going.