Monday, September 26, 2016
6:07 AM

What do you see?
Are you ready?
Do you trust Me? Do you really trust Me?
How far would you go with Me?
Do you continue even when you are bruised in body yet still strong in spirit?
Do you want to know what's the fear of the Lord?
Do you really want to know?
Have you been so utterly broken like a broken vessel?
Would you let Me pour you like pouring oil or water out of the vessel?
Do you hesitate? Do you hold back?
Do you choose radical because I am good I am always good?
Warriors only march forward with assuredness of who they are fighting to and from whom they are sent forth.
Do you allow Me to train you as warrior?
Do you willing to empty yourself and let Me take over your life?
Do you allow Me to do whatever I want?
Do you back off?
Do you see what the world see or do you see what I see?
What do you see?

I will say to God, 'Do not condemn me; Show me why You contend with me. Does  it seem good to You that You should oppress, That You should despise the work of Your hands, And smile on the counsel of the wicked? Do You have eyes of flesh? Or do You see as man sees? Are Your days like the days of a mortal man? Are Your years like the days of a mighty man, That You should seek for my iniquity And search out my sin, Although You know that I am not wicked, And there  is no one who can deliver from Your hand? 'Your hands have made me and fashioned me, An intricate unity; Yet You would destroy me. Remember, I pray, that You have made me like clay. And will You turn me into dust again? Did You not pour me out like milk, And curdle me like cheese, Clothe me with skin and flesh, And knit me together with bones and sinews? You have granted me life and favor, And Your care has preserved my spirit. 'And these things You have hidden in Your heart; I know that this was with You: If I sin, then You mark me, And will not acquit me of my iniquity. If I am wicked, woe to me; Even if I am righteous, I cannot lift up my head. I  am full of disgrace; See my misery! If my  head is exalted, You hunt me like a fierce lion, And again You show Yourself awesome against me. You renew Your witnesses against me, And increase Your indignation toward me; Changes and war are ever with me.
Job 10:2‭-‬17 NKJV

You guided my conception and formed me in the womb. Job 10:10 NLT
In Hebrew: Did You not pour me out like milk, And curdle me like cheese

"I am disgusted with my life. Let me complain freely. My bitter soul must complain. I will say to God, 'Don't simply condemn me— tell me the charge you are bringing against me. What do you gain by oppressing me? Why do you reject me, the work of your own hands, while smiling on the schemes of the wicked? Are your eyes like those of a human? Do you see things only as people see them? Is your lifetime only as long as ours? Is your life so short that you must quickly probe for my guilt and search for my sin? Although you know I am not guilty, no one can rescue me from your hands. "'You formed me with your hands; you made me, yet now you completely destroy me. Remember that you made me from dust— will you turn me back to dust so soon? You guided my conception and formed me in the womb. You clothed me with skin and flesh, and you knit my bones and sinews together. You gave me life and showed me your unfailing love. My life was preserved by your care. "'Yet your real motive— your true intent— was to watch me, and if I sinned, you would not forgive my guilt. If I am guilty, too bad for me; and even if I'm innocent, I can't hold my head high, because I am filled with shame and misery. And if I hold my head high, you hunt me like a lion and display your awesome power against me. Again and again you witness against me. You pour out your growing anger on me and bring fresh armies against me. "'Why, then, did you deliver me from my mother's womb? Why didn't you let me die at birth? It would be as though I had never existed, going directly from the womb to the grave. I have only a few days left, so leave me alone, that I may have a moment of comfort before I leave—never to return— for the land of darkness and utter gloom. It is a land as dark as midnight, a land of gloom and confusion, where even the light is dark as midnight.'" Job 10:1‭-‬22 NLT