Saturday, September 3, 2016
2:40 PM
Rhema - 1-2 Sep 2016 Silent and Solitude Retreat at Changi Cove
Lord, you have made a covenant with me and you said you will never break it. Therefore I will keep the covenant. Even in the dark nights when I did not hear you, did not see you, even when every word in the scripture did not speak to me, even when everything seems silent, I remember Your promise and I will cling on to You. You promise that your presence will go before me and you will be with me, I shall persevere and I am able to pull through. I have put on the ring of the covenant and signed the marriage bond with You. Nothing can separate Your love from me, not even death. I used the sharp knife and pierce through this heart and it was dead. I gave it over to you. You took it, removed the knife and revive the heart. Then You placed it into Your heart. You mingled the heart with Yours and You put it back into me again. Now the heart is one with Yours. I am ready Lord, even if it is weighty, I am ready because You enabled me, no matter how painful it will be. I'm in love with You. Separation from you is unbearable for me, to leave You is more difficult and painful than anything I could bear. It shall never again. You made me for Your pleasure and You caused me to pursue you and desperate for You. Hide not Your face from me. It's not funny at all to hide. Because it's more painful than anything. You said I will find you. Let me see You face to face, even if I have to die so let it be. I don't care what come along the way as long as I see You. I am ready to love what you love, to grieve what you grieve and to carry what you carry as long as You are with me.
The Lord was with my husband, while we were walking at the beach catching fishes and seashells. I saw my husband excitingly coming to Jesus showing Him all the seashells he caught and the Lord talked with him about God's creation of each seashell. Comforting and heartwarming moment. Rhema moment..