I was with Kino at my husband's office but he was no longer working for his Japanese boss. Yet his boss asked to see him and took up so much of his time that he couldn't meet up with me at his office. He text me that he couldn't meet me, I replied him that he was no longer working why was he asked to see his boss?
After he had done with the meeting, he was sitting in a car with a lady friend. He told me he was going for 'xxxx', I did not understand the term so I asked what it meant. He said it meant he was going for MJ session together with this lady friend. I was disappointed and I told him since the MJ time was more important to him than spending his time with me, I was fine. I decided to leave.
But he decided not to go MJ but stayed at home with me. The lady in our house then left our house and she said 'God bless you' and walked out of our door. I sent her out at the door.
In the dream I valued sincerity in behaviours.

We (Amy and me) with some others were at the narrow parapet on a high floor of a building.
At first we were looking down and watching someone performing at the lower floor.
When we want to move to the other end of the parapet in order to get out of the narrow parapet, I was so so fearful, I couldnt stand up and I inserted my fingers into the vertical blind window to secure myself from falling backward and i was movinh very fearfully and slowly. (But I remembered I used to boldly stand up and walked along the parapet with no fear at all.)
Amy was beside me and she told me to let go my fingers from those blind window. But I was too fearful to do so. She even pulled my hands away from the blind and telling me to let go, I told her I was going to fall down from that place if I let go.

I feel that God is preparing me for fearful situations. He is strengthening me assuring me that I am not alone when face with such situation. He shows what I am like when I fear and that fear is not coming from Him. He is telling me that He does not want me be fearful in any situation.

I was with Selyn finding our way to the central.
It was night and was dark.
We had to climb down a long wooden ladder.
Selyn was before me and she was climbing down the ladder. I told her to take one step at a time and she would be alright. She said it was quite steep but she could do it. She managed to get down smoothly. After her was my turn to climb down. I had a quite huge blanket with me and a packet of medicine. I turned to my back to pass the medicine to my earthly father but he refused to take from me. So I put it in my pocket. Then I covered myself with the blanket, I placed it round my neck and shoulder so that I did not have to hold it with my hands as I needed to hold on to the side of the ladder to climb down. I was facing the ladder as I clime down. I was quite nervous and afraid but was glad that Selyn was able to get down without difficulties. As I took my first step, I saw that the nails that used to secure the ladder were loosen. 3 nails used to secure the ladder, 1 nail already missing. The other 2 nails started to loosen. My impression was I would be able to make it to the ground as long as I was steadily taking one step at a time. I held to the stable tower that the ladder was secured to instead of holding to the ladder itself  and smoothly got to the ground quite quickly and steadily.

After getting to the ground, I still couldn't find way to the central. There were many landmarks surrounding but I was not sure which direction to go central. I recalled I was once lost too at the same place. The place I used to get lost during my childhood.

The scenario changed to a restaurant or cafeteria. I asked a familiar lady (looked like my ex colleague) the direction. We were sitting together at a table. She told me the education is free but Mr LKY should not mentioned the costs of facilities. He did not impose costs on education but costs was imposed on facilities and materials. I was not attentive to her as I was still trying to figure out the way.

Afternoon nap due to sickness (cold and running block nose)

I saw I had a 3 story house. There were many many casement windows in a row at one side of the wall at 2nd and 3rd floor. The whole rows of windows were opened at 2nd and 3rd storey. The curtains were white and I saw the rooms were also bright and white. The wind was blowing against the curtains indicating that the windows were not close. In my dream, the message or impression was I sensed the urgency to close those open windows to prevent thefts breaking in and to prevent rain from pouring in. I had opened those windows and I forgot to close them. I was outside of house and felt urgency to have those windows closed, so I tried to call or sent message to anyone in the house to help me close them. But I couldn't find anyone in the house to help.

If the Son makes you free, you shall be free indeed. —John 8:36

If there is even a trace of individual self-satisfaction left in us, it always says, "I can't surrender," or "I can't be free." But the spiritual part of our being never says "I can't"; it simply soaks up everything around it. Our spirit hungers for more and more. It is the way we are built. We are designed with a great capacity for God, but sin, our own individuality, and wrong thinking keep us from getting to Him. God delivers us from sin— we have to deliver ourselves from our individuality. This means offering our natural life to God and sacrificing it to Him, so He may transform it into spiritual life through our obedience.

God pays no attention to our natural individuality in the development of our spiritual life. His plan runs right through our natural life. We must see to it that we aid and assist God, and not stand against Him by saying, "I can't do that." God will not discipline us; we must discipline ourselves. God will not bring our "arguments…and every thought into captivity to the obedience of Christ" (2 Corinthians 10:5)— we have to do it. Don't say, "Oh, Lord, I suffer from wandering thoughts." Don't suffer from wandering thoughts. Stop listening to the tyranny of your individual natural life and win freedom into the spiritual life.

"If the Son makes you free…." Do not substitute Savior for Son in this passage. The Savior has set us free from sin, but this is the freedom that comes from being set free from myself by the Son. It is what Paul meant in Galatians 2:20 when he said, "I have been crucified with Christ…." His individuality had been broken and his spirit had been united with his Lord; not just merged into Him, but made one with Him. "…you shall be free indeed"— free to the very core of your being; free from the inside to the outside. We tend to rely on our own energy, instead of being energized by the power that comes from identification with Jesus.

WISDOM FROM OSWALD CHAMBERS

When a man's heart is right with God the mysterious utterances of the Bible are spirit and life to him. Spiritual truth is discernible only to a pure heart, not to a keen intellect. It is not a question of profundity of intellect, but of purity of heart.

12 Nov 16
Walking Kino.
Met a domestic helper also walking her owner's dog. Chat with her and realised she's a christian!
She shared with me her dreams and in her dreams she had vision of the bright white sun. A man in robe told her she had to go church. She was tearing and had goosebumps when she was talking about it.
I told her about Cornerstone bahasa service and will pass her a bahasa bible next time I see her.

13 Nov 16
God is good. I prayed for divine connection and a cleaner from Bangladesh approached me while i was walking Kino. We had a chat and I told him about the street healing at Mustafa.

11 Nov 16
Someone threw something in the pot placed on the stove. Just a sec, fire broke out and devoured the people in the house. I witnessed it but I was not devoured by the fire. It was in a second only that all were wiped out by the fire.
I could remember so vividly. It was like a vision.

12 Nov 16
I was in the house I used to dream of there were extended secret space.
The house was now opened up (everything was seen. It was a open concept. Everything was visible now).
I saw a very long and wide dining table.
I was at one end of the house when I was going after and chasing by a woman (seems to be a witch or demon). I was running away from her and I realised my house was too big. I wanted to get help but I had to run to the other end or until I found someone in the house as it was so big.

I attended a women meeting. All of us were required to be naked.
After the meeting, I was in the lift with my husband. I was sitting in a stool in the lift with my right leg cross over my left leg. I was naked and I felt discomfort so I used a plastic bag to cover my naked top. The food of the lift opened at a certain level, a elderly couple saw me and were shocked. I told my husband to close the lift door but it did not work. The couple was giving me a very awful look. I ran out of the lift and I cover myself with a jacket, finding my way to get out of that place.

I was at Hiding place. There were many old stuffs on the table. I picked up one of them consists of oriental musical instrument, a oriental walking stick and a oriental hairpin tied together and realised that it belonged to my late grandmother. I told Jeremy about it. He smiled at me and then he was taking picture of some pottery or porcelain made stuff. I wasnt interested in the pottery stuff and i looked to the other end of the long table and saw another pottery or porcelain display.

Nakedness – transparency, humility, humbling season

Naked-symbolic of having aspects of your life exposed to other people, Hab. 2:16. If you feel embarrassment it symbolizes a fear of being exposed

elevator is symbolic of as­cending into a higher spiritual realm or a new place in life. To see an elevator in your dream is showing you a way up or out of your current surroundings

The Power of Declarative Prayer! by John Paul Jackson
By John Paul Jackson
The Power of Declarative Prayer

By John Paul Jackson

Prayer is a powerful thing. I know you've heard that before and probably have experienced it, but in the ups and downs of everyday life, it is good to be reminded.

So saying, you are heard by Heaven. Heaven responds to you. Your tears are bottled up and kept forever. Your case is before Him. He is listening, and He is acting on your behalf. Don't forget this, and don't doubt, because doubting is a waste of your God-given time.

When we pray, whether we sense it or not, there are reactions in the spirit realm. In the same way, when we declare God's truths over ourselves, they stick. They change the atmosphere. They change us. We are no longer the same, whether or not we're aware of it.

I pray declarative prayers often. They get me out of my self-pity, anxiety, confusion and self-doubt. They change my mindset and reorient my thinking.

            The prayer below is a wonderful prayer for this season, on the tail end of Halloween and on the beginning strands of Thanksgiving, Christmas and the New Year. May God bless you with the blessings of Heaven. Be encouraged in this season, for the Warrior is with you, and He is mighty to save.

In the name of the Lord Jesus Christ, in His authority, I cut off every curse that has been spoken against me to try to stop me from walking into God's purpose for my life. In the name of the Lord Jesus Christ, and in His authority, I cut off all bloodline and spiritual curses that any person or persons may have placed upon me, whether by their actions or by any form of verbal declaration at all, whatsoever.

Through the authority of the Lord Jesus Christ, I pronounce that, in His name, all these things are null and void as of this moment. Nothing that is against His purpose for me shall flourish. Nothing, in the name of Jesus, that is anti what He has created me to become will flourish from this moment on. And therefore, in His name, I declare that:

my family will prosper,
my children will prosper,
my finances will prosper,
my authority will prosper,
my favor will prosper,
my influence will prosper,
my understanding of Scripture will prosper,
my wisdom will prosper,
my discernment and discretion will prosper.
The power of the Living God will flow in greater measure through me, unencumbered. It will increasingly become more unencumbered and flow at greater rates, greater speeds, to change people's lives and advance the glorious Kingdom of the Lord Jesus Christ within me. I declare that God has determined the pre-appointed time for my life, the exact place that I would dwell, the exact time that I would be born, the exact location for my anointing. He has placed me where I am in order for me to touch and change that area, and that the enemy - the powers of darkness - would be broken because of the power of the Living God upon my shoulders.

He has done this, so that I would grope for Him, and that I would seek Him, and that in hope I might find Him, for in Him I live and move and have my being. As Paul wrote, "We are all His offspring," and therefore I declare that I am flesh of His flesh in the Kingdom of the glorious Lord Jesus Christ. I am bone of His bone. I was born for such a time as this. No matter what has happened in the past, or what has been happening in the present, I will walk in victory, and I will see the goodness of God in the land of the living! In Jesus' name, amen.