Sunday, November 27, 2016
10:59 AM

We (Amy and me) with some others were at the narrow parapet on a high floor of a building.
At first we were looking down and watching someone performing at the lower floor.
When we want to move to the other end of the parapet in order to get out of the narrow parapet, I was so so fearful, I couldnt stand up and I inserted my fingers into the vertical blind window to secure myself from falling backward and i was movinh very fearfully and slowly. (But I remembered I used to boldly stand up and walked along the parapet with no fear at all.)
Amy was beside me and she told me to let go my fingers from those blind window. But I was too fearful to do so. She even pulled my hands away from the blind and telling me to let go, I told her I was going to fall down from that place if I let go.

I feel that God is preparing me for fearful situations. He is strengthening me assuring me that I am not alone when face with such situation. He shows what I am like when I fear and that fear is not coming from Him. He is telling me that He does not want me be fearful in any situation.