祢是我的力量 ...
我的盾牌
离了祢我是什么?

Saturday, March 25, 2017
4:51 PM

Phuket 14 March 17

Went out to buy lunch for children.
We drove pass a big signage "Orrfa".
It caught my attention because the dream I had a lady with name "Orfa"

Came back I Google "Orrfa" and I found "A orfa" - a Russian film and "A Orfa" is translated to English "Orphan".
The film is about a couple after had a stillborn. Decided to adopt a 9 years old Russian child named Esther.
However, Esther ended up to be an adult disguised herself as a child (a sickness she had that caused her not able to grow physically). It was related to a kind of mental sickness.

Afternoon nap dream at villa:
I dreamt I was going to a prayer meeting.
Martin, April, TK, KS and many others were there too. A very big guy was sitting in front of me. He was slain n lied on me who sat behind him at centre of a row. So I decided to move my seat to 1 row in front and at the left of the row.
I was texting TK n KS the reason.
 



10:08 AM

Dream 25 March 17

I was with YWAM at a chalet. Royston was there as well. There was quite lack in the chalet as in food. We had a stay over and the next morning Royston offered to buy breakfast for everyone. I was thinking everyone should reimburse him. 

I went to a place to catch snails. Royston wasn't going with me but he asked me to go.
I came to a very very wide road. I needed to cross over to the other side of the road to go into the jungle. I was pushing a luggage and the ongoing cars were many and they drove very fast. From this side of the road I looked to the left for oncoming vehicles. At that moment I wished that my husband was here with me. I wanted to write him a text 'I wish you were here with me'. 
When the ongoing cars were still a distance away, I wanted to cross over but I had no strength to move forward. I was stuck in the middle of the road and the cars coming close to me. There was a car came right to me forcing me to take steps back to give way. I felt very strengthless in the dream. 

The same way I feel in the dreams I used to have. That I couldn't walk I couldn't move....because I had no strength. 

"Do you listen to Me or the enemy? 
A person cannot hold you back, it's your mindset that hold you back. The work cannot hold you back the obstacles cannot hold you back the circumstances cannot hold you back. It's what in your mind that determine the direction you move and under what condition you move.
If I AM good and always good. If I AM the same and never change, if you build your confidence in ME. What is the problem?  How long are you going to let this 'holding back' to hold you back? "



Monday, March 20, 2017
7:57 AM

15 March 17 phuket dream

Sally gave me 4 movie tickets to Nemo.
She said a mother requested her to change the tickets as her child couldn't make it. 
The lady gave her a $5 and $2 notes to make changes but Sally said the request wasn't granted. She passes me the 4 movie tickets and the $5 & $2 notes. I read the tickets, the date wS 14 March and the time was 6pm plus. Just nice for Sammi and Selyn to watch the movie after school. I told my husband and the plan was to fetch the girls to meet me. However,  somehow I felt guilty for the lady, to use the tickets she bought. 


Thursday, March 9, 2017
10:19 PM

Dream 8 March 2017

In the dream, April gave me an Ang bao with some money inside to bless me for Miri trip.
I looked at the red packet and realised it was very familiar, I used it to give away. I felt surprised but I wanted to return to April as I said peiseh. Esther said no my dear you accept the blessings. 

I saw April was sharing. She was overcomer and was full of confident in the Lord.

3 persons from Freedom discussing about a war in the old testament. A name of place of war in OT was mentioned but I couldn't recall.
Starting with M, Marah (bitterness).


10:18 PM

8 March 17 lunchtime walking at park

I saw the fishing float (red n yellow kind) tied to the fishing rod. 
Whenever fish bites the bait, the float will make movement n sink a bit then surface n sink a bit then surface ..

A float serves as a visual bite indicator but it is also an indicator of where the bait is.

A float serves as a visual bite indicator but it is also an indicator of where the bait is.

A float serves as a visual bite indicator but it is also an indicator of where the bait is.

Use the enemies indicator/strategy (the float) to track down the baits set up by the enemies.

Observe the pattern of the strategy of the enemies.

Get out of the situations (sea/ocean) and stand at a place where you could see clearly the location & movement of the indicator (float)

Get out of the situation, observe yourself and track down the enemies 'float' (indicator of where the bait is)

攻 守 defensive and offensive 

和 防守 defend , guard , protect  

When God shows us, we tear down the enemies ambush 埋伏 first even before the enemies attack. 

知己知彼 百战百胜

float, also called a bobber in the United States, is an item of angling equipment that is attached to the fishing line which serves several purposes. Firstly, it can suspend thebait at a predetermined depth; secondly, due to its buoyancy, it can carry the baited hook to otherwise inaccessible areas of water by allowing the float to drift in the prevailing current; and thirdly, a float also serves as a visual bite indicator. Fishing with a float is called float fishing.


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I saw a tree trunk without branches and leaves.
Chop tree that had a flat surface on the trunk.
A parrot was chained on the surface of the chop tree trunk.


我若展开清晨的翅膀飞到地极...

    就在那里
    祢的双手也必引导我
    我可以往那里去躲避祢的灵?
    我可以往那里去逃可躲避祢的面?

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