Saturday, March 25, 2017
10:08 AM
Dream 25 March 17
I was with YWAM at a chalet. Royston was there as well. There was quite lack in the chalet as in food. We had a stay over and the next morning Royston offered to buy breakfast for everyone. I was thinking everyone should reimburse him.
I went to a place to catch snails. Royston wasn't going with me but he asked me to go.
I came to a very very wide road. I needed to cross over to the other side of the road to go into the jungle. I was pushing a luggage and the ongoing cars were many and they drove very fast. From this side of the road I looked to the left for oncoming vehicles. At that moment I wished that my husband was here with me. I wanted to write him a text 'I wish you were here with me'.
When the ongoing cars were still a distance away, I wanted to cross over but I had no strength to move forward. I was stuck in the middle of the road and the cars coming close to me. There was a car came right to me forcing me to take steps back to give way. I felt very strengthless in the dream.
The same way I feel in the dreams I used to have. That I couldn't walk I couldn't move....because I had no strength.
"Do you listen to Me or the enemy?
A person cannot hold you back, it's your mindset that hold you back. The work cannot hold you back the obstacles cannot hold you back the circumstances cannot hold you back. It's what in your mind that determine the direction you move and under what condition you move.
If I AM good and always good. If I AM the same and never change, if you build your confidence in ME. What is the problem? How long are you going to let this 'holding back' to hold you back? "