When they heard these things they were cut to the heart, and they gnashed at him with their teeth. But he, being full of the Holy Spirit, gazed into heaven and saw the glory of God, and Jesus standing at the right hand of God, and said, "Look! I see the heavens opened and the Son of Man standing at the right hand of God!" Then they cried out with a loud voice, stopped their ears, and ran at him with one accord; and they cast him out of the city and stoned him. And the witnesses laid down their clothes at the feet of a young man named Saul. And they stoned Stephen as he was calling on God and saying, "Lord Jesus, receive my spirit." 

Then he knelt down and cried out with a loud voice, "Lord, do not charge them with this sin." And when he had said this, he fell asleep.

Acts 7:54‭-‬60 

God told me that I have to face my fear in order to overcome the fear. I cannot avoid or pretend it's not there. I cannot be scared of darkness if I'm called to invade the darkness. I do not have to be scared of the enemies, the enemies better be scared of me. I have abandoned myself, totally, what else can I loose? I am all His!! I can afford to loose cos I hold nothing. In the dream, darkness was surrounding me and I shouted I screamed but somehow I have hope. I saw the vehicle in the darkness and I couldn't see it at one moment but the next moment I saw it again. I couldn't see it doesn't mean the evil didn't exist. It is there all the time and I'm in battle or war all the time, regardless of I see it or not. Beyond the metal bar there was platform, I was standing there I didn't fall but I was fearful cos I thought I was falling but I wasn't.  God does not call me to operate in safety zone, I have to go beyond the safety zone, that is where light is needed. I can see the enemies, why scare? God enables me to see cos He knows that I will do something about it. 

The dream I had many years back and I know it's still valid to God and if so it's still valid to me. 

I bow before His throne with total surrender. I saw His white robe from His knee down to His feet. Words couldn't explain that experience and what I felt. Maybe I was taken to heaven before His throne? I remember what it feel until today and will remember forever. Nothing and no one else could ever get in between Him and me.  

Joshua said: "God will provides food in the mountain of Bario" 

Diane said:"It probably would be like Singapore's Pulau Ubin located on a high mountain."

We were all involved in the preparation of the open meeting. Bro Martin was in the midst of a huge crowd of people doing blessings & declaration. I was in the midst of the crowd standing right in front looking at him.  The meeting was opened at the outdoor with multitudes of people scattered over the place. Bro Martin were in his coat or jacket though it was an open meeting. 

A lady I knew (not from Miri team) came to me and told me she received a very tiny sum of token of money for helping out. She was the only one got the money. But she seemed disappointed as the sum was too small to her. I didnt say to her but in my spirit I was surprised that she was given money to serve & I was thinking we should be volunteers for God's kingdom and not doing it for money.

I feel the verse:

Your people shall  be volunteers In the day of Your power; In the beauties of holiness, from the womb of the morning, You have the dew of Your youth. Psalms 110:3 NKJV