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Monday, May 29, 2017
3:33 PM

God remains faithful

WISDOM FROM OSWALD CHAMBERS

The message of the prophets is that although they have forsaken God, it has not altered God. The Apostle Paul emphasizes the same truth, that God remains God even when we are unfaithful (see 2 Timothy 2:13). Never interpret God as changing with our changes. He never does; there is no variableness in Him.  Notes on Ezekiel, 1477 L

Friday, May 26, 2017
5:38 PM

Thinking of Prayer as Jesus Taught

Pray without ceasing… —1 Thessalonians 5:17

Our Thinking about prayer, whether right or wrong, is based on our own mental conception of it. The correct concept is to think of prayer as the breath in our lungs and the blood from our hearts. Our blood flows and our breathing continues "without ceasing"; we are not even conscious of it, but it never stops. And we are not always conscious of Jesus keeping us in perfect oneness with God, but if we are obeying Him, He always is. Prayer is not an exercise, it is the life of the saint. Beware of anything that stops the offering up of prayer. "Pray without ceasing…"— maintain the childlike habit of offering up prayer in your heart to God all the time.

Jesus never mentioned unanswered prayer. He had the unlimited certainty of knowing that prayer is always answered. Do we have through the Spirit of God that inexpressible certainty that Jesus had about prayer, or do we think of the times when it seemed that God did not answer our prayer? Jesus said, "…everyone who asks receives…" (Matthew 7:8). Yet we say, "But…, but…." God answers prayer in the best way— not just sometimes, but every time. However, the evidence of the answer in the area we want it may not always immediately follow. Do we expect God to answer prayer?

The danger we have is that we want to water down what Jesus said to make it mean something that aligns with our common sense. But if it were only common sense, what He said would not even be worthwhile. The things Jesus taught about prayer are supernatural truths He reveals to us.

WISDOM FROM OSWALD CHAMBERS

The remarkable thing about fearing God is that when you fear God you fear nothing else, whereas if you do not fear God you fear everything else. "Blessed is every one that feareth the Lord";… The Highest Good—The Pilgrim's Song Book, 537 L


Thursday, May 25, 2017
1:55 AM

13 May 17 dream

[24/05/17 9:42 pm] FM-Martin: The difference in top is it speaks about yr heart and fathering or nurturing nature and posture.
[24/05 9:44 pm] FM-Martin: Whereas for bottom not covered speaks about fruitfulness, intimacy and purity
[24/05 9:52 pm] FM-Martin: Well first He is speaking about the good things I first mentioned above
[24/05 9:53 pm] FM-Martin: And it could mean that you could be more fruitful...but you got to hear what God says
[24/05 11:49 pm] FM-Martin: It speaks about how Ps Lip and you were examining the maturity of the saints in Vancouver and how Father was pleased 😁
[24/05 11:51 pm] FM-Martin: Second part speaks about the relationship I will progressively have with Ps Lip as a supporter, friend and mentor and how like you I need to be transparent with him especially with my heart and before God I need to have a pure heart and before others fatherly and nurturing.
[24/05 11:54 pm] FM-Martin: The conversation portions are mainly for you
[24/05 11:55 pm] FM-Martin: Yes the yellow represents ripeness or maturity and also glory and inside sweet like honey - something God also spoke to me today

1st scene
I saw many branches of bright yellow ripe bananas hanging. I saw Ps Lip. We were going around looking inspecting the branches of bright yellow bananas.

2nd scene
I was in his house with his family. At dining table. I was learning transparency, humility and submission. Top uncovered. Bottom covered.

3rd scene: couldn't recall






1:51 AM

Dream - Ps Lip 27 August 16

Ps Lip is teaching you how to build and yes it is critical you befriend him. He will help you in the next leg of your journey. (Martin)

I was mentoring by Ps Lip.
A very clear message. Do not trust all, some religious leaders are hypocrites. Discern every spirit.
There were joy. Ps Lip was smiling and I was smiling.
I saw a 2 or 3 layers cake baked by Ps Lip. I was impressed. I was looking for bread in supermarket for Selyn. Many varieties but she only eat white bread.

Thank you Lord for the night rest and sleep. I felt energised after the night. The joy of the Lord is my strength. Lord I want more joy. I want the joy of the Holy Spirit in my life.


Monday, May 22, 2017
12:28 PM

21 May 17 dream

We were sitting with Ps Yang. He was talking and sharing and asking each question. I was trying to attentive n understand what he said. Then he bought us meals. Ps Yang placed a plate of rice with pig liver, vegetables and 1 more dish in front of the lady on right (Esther) and he put some spices on the vegetables. He asked me what I want, I hesitated for a while then I told him I wanted (fresh, cooked & hot) noodle as I certainly did not want rice (high carbo, already cooked but kept warm only) He asked again whether I wanted rice with dishes, i thought that would be more convenient and easier for him but I really did not want rice. So he ordered noodle for me. After that Ps Yang was busy serving. My order of noodle seemed to delay. I walked around the place saw many n Ps Yang busy serving. I was at rest and did not feel impatient or hungry even though the noodle was delayed. 





12:28 PM

13 May 17 dream

1st scene
I saw many branches of bright yellow ripe bananas hanging. I saw Ps Lip. We were going around looking inspecting the branches of bright yellow bananas.

2nd scene
I was in his house with his family. At dining table. I was learning transparency, humility and submission. 

3rd scene: couldn't recall





12:26 PM

Dream 14 May 17

I had a dream that I was discarding and destroying many stuffs. I was tearing away stickers and deleted quotes of encouragement and inspiration etc. There were many that I had to destroyed them. Sammi was with me sensing me some pictures quotes and I started deleting them one by one.

I feel the Lord is saying to put away childish way. Childish way does not mean the way the world defined. It means to forego and lay down what God told me to lay down when He makes me to grow from glory to glory. At every growth there are things I have to release and let go, things that I was holding on to now I have to let go. 



12:25 PM

Living simply yet focus

Look at the birds of the air….Consider the lilies of the field… —Matthew 6:26, 28

Consider the lilies of the field, how they grow: they neither toil nor spin"— they simply are! Think of the sea, the air, the sun, the stars, and the moon— all of these simply are as well— yet what a ministry and service they render on our behalf! So often we impair God's designed influence, which He desires to exhibit through us, because of our own conscious efforts to be consistent and useful. Jesus said there is only one way to develop and grow spiritually, and that is through focusing and concentrating on God. In essence, Jesus was saying, "Do not worry about being of use to others; simply believe on Me." In other words, pay attention to the Source, and out of you "will flow rivers of living water" (John 7:38). We cannot discover the source of our natural life through common sense and reasoning, and Jesus is teaching here that growth in our spiritual life comes not from focusing directly on it, but from concentrating on our Father in heaven. Our heavenly Father knows our circumstances, and if we will stay focused on Him, instead of our circumstances, we will grow spiritually— just as "the lilies of the field."

The people who influence us the most are not those who detain us with their continual talk, but those who live their lives like the stars in the sky and "the lilies of the field"— simply and unaffectedly. Those are the lives that mold and shape us.

If you want to be of use to God, maintain the proper relationship with Jesus Christ by staying focused on Him, and He will make use of you every minute you live— yet you will be unaware, on the conscious level of your life, that you are being used of Him.

WISDOM FROM OSWALD CHAMBERS

Jesus Christ can afford to be misunderstood; we cannot. Our weakness lies in always wanting to vindicate ourselves.  The Place of Help, 1051 L

Friday, May 19, 2017
2:24 PM

PAPA I LOVE YOU

EVERYDAY LORD! I WANT TO KNOW YOU AND TO ENCOUNTER YOUR AWESOMENESS! 
EVERY MOMENT LORD! I WANT TO FALL IN LOVE WITH YOU.
EVERY ENCOUNTER IS AN AWE TO ME BECAUSE OF WHO YOU ARE. YOU ARE WHO YOU ARE, ALWAYS AWESOME MIGHTY AND GREAT!
OH WHO AM I THAT YOU REVEAL YOURSELF TO ME IN SUCH A PERSONAL AND INTIMATE WAY!
EVERY BREATH I TAKE I INHALE YOU. WITHOUT YOU THERE IS NO LIFE! LET ME ABIDE IN YOU AND NEVER EVER EVER BE SEPARATED FROM YOU! NEVER LORD NEVER! THIS IS MY DEEPEST PRAYER AND MY PRAYER EVERYDAY AND EVERY MOMENT. 
PAPA I LOVE YOU! 


8:24 AM

Love You, Jesus

The enemy fight though he knows he can never win because he is desperate for survival.

But I fight not for survival, I fight because I love Him and because I am desperate for Him. 💪


Everyday I have a battle to fight but I am not alone.
God always win and I am at His side, so victory is guaranteed.
At end of every battle, He shows Himself great and mighty and 
He always win;
He is awesome;
He does not make mistake;
He is attracted to those whose hearts are all for Him and those who put on garment of praise and thanksgiving! 

My everyday makes up of many beautiful moments to fall in love with You, Lord Jesus!! ❤💙💜💛💚



8:17 AM

Love You, Jesus

Everyday I have a battle to fight but I am not alone.
God always win and I am at His side, so victory is guaranteed.
At end of every battle, He shows Himself great and mighty and 
He always win;
He is awesome;
He does not make mistake;
He is attracted to those whose hearts are all for Him and those who put on garment of praise and thanksgiving! 

My everyday makes up of many beautiful moments to fall in love with You, Lord Jesus!! ❤💙💜💛💚


Thursday, May 18, 2017
11:03 AM

My God always win!!

Wash yourselves and be clean! Get your sins out of my sight. Give up your evil ways. Learn to do good. Seek justice. Help the oppressed. Defend the cause of orphans. Fight for the rights of widows. "Come now, let's settle this," says the Lord . "Though your sins are like scarlet, I will make them as white as snow. Though they are red like crimson, I will make them as white as wool. If you will only obey me, you will have plenty to eat. But if you turn away and refuse to listen, you will be devoured by the sword of your enemies. I, the Lord , have spoken!" Isaiah 1:16‭-‬20 NLT

Learn to do good; Seek justice, Rebuke the oppressor; Defend the fatherless, Plead for the widow. "Come now, and let us reason together," Says the Lord , "Though your sins are like scarlet, They shall be as white as snow; Though they are red like crimson, They shall be as wool. If you are willing and obedient, You shall eat the good of the land; But if you refuse and rebel, You shall be devoured by the sword"; For the mouth of the Lord has spoken. Isaiah 1:17‭-‬20 NKJV

God said we can reason with Him.
But God always win! 😊 I like the fact that He always win and I got convicted and then excited! 

Wednesday, May 10, 2017
2:16 PM

The Faith to Persevere

Because you have kept My command to persevere… —Revelation 3:10

Perseverance means more than endurance— more than simply holding on until the end. A saint's life is in the hands of God like a bow and arrow in the hands of an archer. God is aiming at something the saint cannot see, but our Lord continues to stretch and strain, and every once in a while the saint says, "I can't take any more." Yet God pays no attention; He goes on stretching until His purpose is in sight, and then He lets the arrow fly. Entrust yourself to God's hands. Is there something in your life for which you need perseverance right now? Maintain your intimate relationship with Jesus Christ through the perseverance of faith. Proclaim as Job did, "Though He slay me, yet will I trust Him" (Job 13:15).

Faith is not some weak and pitiful emotion, but is strong and vigorous confidence built on the fact that God is holy love. And even though you cannot see Him right now and cannot understand what He is doing, you know Him. Disaster occurs in your life when you lack the mental composure that comes from establishing yourself on the eternal truth that God is holy love. Faith is the supreme effort of your life— throwing yourself with abandon and total confidence upon God.

God ventured His all in Jesus Christ to save us, and now He wants us to venture our all with total abandoned confidence in Him. There are areas in our lives where that faith has not worked in us as yet— places still untouched by the life of God. There were none of those places in Jesus Christ's life, and there are to be none in ours. Jesus prayed, "This is eternal life, that they may know You…" (John 17:3). The real meaning of eternal life is a life that can face anything it has to face without wavering. If we will take this view, life will become one great romance— a glorious opportunity of seeing wonderful things all the time. God is disciplining us to get us into this central place of power.

Saturday, May 6, 2017
9:36 PM

Unforgettable encounters

During my one month contract with CSCC in May/June 2016. At one of the corporate fasting lunchtime prayer meeting (8-10 June 2016), I had an encounter of the Holy Spirit. 

During the meeting, Ps Yang called for those who think they are currently at the wrong place and are called to missionary to put up our hand and to move forward to the altar for prayer.
At that moment I don't care anymore whether I felt I'm qualified or not, I boldly put up my hand and went up to the altar. I bow my head and closed my eyes, I was very calm though without any emotion. I felt several hands lay on my head.

Suddenly, I cried out in very loud voice unexpectedly. I could feel it wasn't me but the spirit out of my belly crying out to God. I was like a third party observing myself and asking myself:" Diane what are you doing? You are embarrassing yourself, why do you cry like that?" But I couldn't stop it because I felt it wasn't me but the cry was coming from my belly.

After a while I couldn't stand with my feet anymore, I felt I was being made to sit on the floor by the Holy Spirit. I continued weeping. I feel that is revival when the Spirit of God invaded the earthly vessel in such intensive way. 

I remember I was wearing full black...colour of mourning and repentance. 


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At age of around 26, I had a dream.
I dreamt that I was totally prostrated before the throne of almighty God. I gave up all possession to my hubby and I want only Him. I saw His feet and His white robe as He sits at the throne. 
The feeling was indescribable but I felt so light so release so joyful and so satisfied. No words can fully describe my feeling. 

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At age 16, while a few of us as usual gathered at YMCA. We decided to kneel down n hold each other hands in a circle and we prayed. Suddenly I felt a flow of prayers. I never pray like that before. I could feel there was no obstacle and our prayers were smooth. I didn't know the Holy Spirit at that time but I believe what we encountered was a move of the Holy Spirit.


Thursday, May 4, 2017
9:39 AM

2 May 17 - 2nd day of fasting


I had a dream this morning. I saw a smart baby speaking very fluently. Everyone was amazed by his ability to speak even though he was just a new born baby. Regardless of how capable he was, he was still just a baby...

When I was a child, I spoke and thought and reasoned as a child. But when I grew up, I put away childish things. Now we see things imperfectly, like puzzling reflections in a mirror, but then we will see everything with perfect clarity. All that I know now is partial and incomplete, but then I will know everything completely, just as God now knows me completely. Three things will last forever—faith, hope, and love—and the greatest of these is love.
1 Corinthians 13:11‭-‬13 NLT

Desire the most helpful gifts so that we can help others, but live a way of life that is best of all. 
1 Corinthians 12:31 NLT

The best way of living is to love.
I am still pondering...
And may you have the power to understand, as all God's people should, how wide, how long, how high, and how deep his love is.
Ephesians 3:18 NLT


6:43 AM

Dream 4 May 17 - 2nd day of fasting

Ps Yang n some staff were taking photos in the garden. They were smiling and enjoying.
I saw a comment in the Facebook when someone asked about the church building, a pastor comment, can't recall the exact words but meaning something like  : live with what you have now.

I was quite isolated from the staff. I was always late to join them. My feet were heavy, I couldn't walk. I sat down to tie my shoe on my left leg. Then I forced myself to stand up and managed to walk to join the rest. I sat with 2 ladies who asked me was I from freedom ministry FCBC, I said no I was from CSCC Freedom ministry.

I saw a baby. He could talk even he was just a baby.  We were marvel at his ability to talk as a baby. Then I put on a green army liked jacket on him and he became taller and he walked around with the jacket. 

Baby grown up as a soldier



Wednesday, May 3, 2017
1:17 PM

3 May 17 - 1st day of 14 days fast

I felt the Lord called me to the park to pray instead of going for the lunchtime prayer meeting. At 1229 pm it was raining. I went to the prayer meeting.  At the end of 1st worship song I could no longer resist the Spirit. I got out of prayer meeting and came to the park, the same place I use to spend time with Him. 

Vision:
I saw the orange jasper floor. Jasper orange but not hard as jasper, yet I could stand on it.
I was standing on it. Then I saw half of it turned blue and white and there was no limit to the depth of the blue. I danced around steppinh on the orange jasper with the blue Holy Spirit surrounding me like the wind. 


Interpretation of tongue: 
shakapapa kulaba shikia kalaba 
"When Papa is with you, no harm shall come upon you."


我若展开清晨的翅膀飞到地极...

    就在那里
    祢的双手也必引导我
    我可以往那里去躲避祢的灵?
    我可以往那里去逃可躲避祢的面?

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